Yusef was ecstatic, and encouraged me to make mistake number 3: tell James-Michael and the gang! Which I foolishly did...and "the message" grew and grew and grew until it became a message about a ministry money messenger making millionaire ministers out of me and my brothers...culminating in us sitting one night and waiting for the promised messenger...who never came.
So now, I'm a false prophet...not just for the three mistakes I clearly made, but for many others I made during that time...but the three money mistakes I just mentioned are relevant to our discussion on prosperity ministers. Before I outline the other mistakes I made in this situation, I will point out some that I did not make, not to excuse myself, but because they are very relevant:
- I did not ask JM or the brothers for money, or anyone else for money.
- I didn't want money for bling: for jets, cars, mansions or suits. (I think we joked around about some of these, but these weren't my focus, or our focus.)
- I actually wanted to do ministry. I wanted that more than anything else in the world. And I still do.
Yet I did make these mistakes:
- I violated the scriptural principles outlined by Paul concerning ministry--the principles of working to provide for yourself as a minister.
- I violated the scriptural principles outlined by Jesus concerning ministry--if I had indeed been called to street ministry/prophetic ministry, and the body affirmed that calling, and felt called to support me, then that would have happened by the Spirit's leading in their lives. Until it did, I needed to work.
So...I got a job. I worked at Chilli's, then at the Movies. I was miserable, devastated because I wasn't doing what I'd hoped I'd been called to do--"full time ministry." I felt lost. I doubted whether I knew how to follow the Spirit at all. Yusef seemed to know how to do that better than me (so did Bobby, one of the gang.) So I figured if I follow them, then I'll vicariously be following the Spirit. I decided to follow them...to Key West Florida, which leads to example number two from my life, and to the answer to the questions: Is there anything GOOD about PROSPERITY MINISTRY?
(Click here for part 4)
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